false alarm

it feels so horrible to know that you're wrong,
something you thought you were right about,
especially after being right for so many times.
make sense, no?
for the first time, i was wrong.
my intuition lied to me.

i saw it coming my way,
it was around the corner,
but i had to blink,
and it turned it's back on me,
it was a false alarm.

hopes are violent. i never want to have them again.

i don't want to fall in love nor be interested again.
i want to be numb. i don't want to feel anything.