my past

favourite thing to do

smoke and die young

Lou....

you've been away from me for far too long. i miss you! i want you back!
yes i lost my lou due to my own stupidity to trust that jackass that stole her.
a part of my life went away with her. really.
and the police couldn't give a fuck.
fuck you jackass who stole my lou away from me. you cheapo.
no other iPod can take over you but if i can never find you i have to get a new one.
i hope who did this to you will rot in hell or die in his sleep.

life is just not complete anymore.

waiting in & out

i miss taking street shots.
what i did while i was in the bus waiting to reach my destination,
and waiting for the next bus to go home.
i like the second pic most, i don't know why but i feel something.
do you?

you can always click on the photos for larger view

false alarm

it feels so horrible to know that you're wrong,
something you thought you were right about,
especially after being right for so many times.
make sense, no?
for the first time, i was wrong.
my intuition lied to me.

i saw it coming my way,
it was around the corner,
but i had to blink,
and it turned it's back on me,
it was a false alarm.

hopes are violent. i never want to have them again.

i don't want to fall in love nor be interested again.
i want to be numb. i don't want to feel anything.